Monday, December 21, 2009

24hb.pwh.

sebahagian drpd
CONVERSATION BETWEEN ME AND ANIS BUX
BEFORE RESULT:21.12.09



etazzy mf: wey.ak btoy2 tkut
etazzy mf: sat ak asa bley kot dpt 8a

etazzy mf: sat aka asa cmna if result aku lgy truk drpd trial
anis afiqah: ya2
anis afiqah: thats ryte
anis afiqah: tulahh yg aku rsa pown
anis afiqah: kasen2 aku
anis afiqah: suma kataa
anis afiqah: insyaallah laa
anis afiqah: kalow trial oke
anis afiqah: sure pmr bole skor
anis afiqah: but
anis afiqah: aku still rsaw
anis afiqah: kalow trial aku yg lgy elok
anis afiqah: dari rsukt sbenar
etazzy mf: aku pon weyh..takot glakk.
ak da dpt feel.mkn x knyg
tdo tak lena
mandi x basah,kalah org angau taw.


ya allah.aku btul2 risau.
ya allah.berilah yg terbaik kpd hambamu serta rakanku.amin

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

tiba tiba

weyh.seriusly.ak x tau pe nk jdi ngn ak
keterbalikkan mnda ak.omg.
for real.i miss mirrorfreak n mirrorfuck(nma pqah bg kt boys)haha
sweet an.urm ptg td ak cmnt2 kt ms ngn syamil,tbe2 j ak trgt momnt2 sweet ngn mmber
lolx.ak cam.terasa sgt.kitorg baru nk berbaik.baru nk men aci liganala2 hndustan
alih2.nk msuk thn baru yg ak yakin ramai mf nk kua n bla drpd bandar yg x mcm bndar tu
if ak pndah.bnda yg pling ak akn rndu.mf.
smgt yg ak dpt drpd dorg.mmg xkan ada kat mna2.
sbb peeps said.kwn sjati hanya dapat jumpa skali.
n dats y ak x mnyesal tercampak msuk dlm b
lack hole yg nma dy bndar
haha.tergelak kjap.


ak xkan lupa nana mnjerit kat aku tiap2 pgy.si along serbia bak kata bux.
nana.ak x pggl ko serbia ek.bux yg pggl.ak ikut j.ngee~ak rndu kau berbundle bundle
i owe u a lot.ko la tmpat ak share problem,happy,sket aty,ngmpat psal bdak2 yg .....
and ALSO.ak mnx maaf if berkasar ngn ko sblum n or mara2 wk2 ko xtw nk pgy k x ukkm
actually.i juz wan the bez 4 u hunn.ilysm.ak xnk ko mysal.dats y.ak x ksah if ko x pgy
but lasly alhamdullah ko pgy gak.ak lega sgt.thx god.
and ak xkn lupa stiap kly fauzan mnjerit"wey!segigi semuka"haha.ang tggu fauzan
nsib bek ang abg ipaq ak yg sulung.klau dak ak tnam ang idop2.ily++


then.our angah"cik erel".lpas ak knal cik erel manis n
ak da trkena virus keJIWANGaness.haha.ya allah.
wa sumpa cakap lu.ko nk ayt ape?sume dy de.pndek kta.dy n miss lovely jiwangness
ngee~ak syg kau.btw.thx 4 listen to my tears all nyte.i owe u biggie much sis.ily
ak xkn rsau.even we r far apart.ak dpat rasa tali prshabatan kta yg kuat.
if ak duk slatan ang dok utara pon ak rasa tade mslh.sbb.i blieve in u
lpas tu needa comey.lolx.dy terknal dgn skap dy yg slalu kna buli ngn erel
ak&yana berjiran ngn dorg dlm klas.kwsn prumhan ktorg x smpai sjengkal pon.
actely ade la sedepa.tapi.tau2 je la.pandai2.kan shaty sjiwa
cik needa yg sgt pndai.ak tabik TOING TOING tk needa.
sy mmg caring.and kinda defensive also.if ade yg skitkn aty mmber dy mmg dy akk standing up and protect us.ak ska sakat ko psal ko x lps nk tgk bof smpay abes.haha.
ak ske tgk mka ko mrah pdam than gram kna ngn ak n syida bila ktorg crta psal bof.haha
ily erel.

lpas needa.cik pqah mnis.yg ayu.malu2.tmpat ak share mslah.
ak xtw nk ckap cmne but seriusly.she's kinda the cool among us.nk kata sopan sntun.bleyla.
and.TQ hunn.4 supporting me.msti ak akn rndukan kau la hunn.the one yg akn bg smgt.
just like wk2 ko nta msg"gdluck k for besok.do da best.ily!wk2 ak nk g ukkm.
ak smpan lgy msg tu.even pndek.ak appreciate sgt hunn.
btw.wk2 ko baca n x pyah la tharu sgt k.haha.jokin meyh
pndek kta.tq so much.ko still agkt cll ak even tga mlm atau pagi2 buta sbb ak nk shre prob
tq 4evrthg.ily hunn

then.cik syida.i learn a lot from u sis.
but.ntah la.lik wht peeps said. u r da warmest to all of us sis
no doubt ak x pna lupa sblum exm dulu.if ktorg terasyik bermain.
msti ada siren"hampa n priksa pmr brapa hry g hmpa taw dak."
ak indu plak lma dy xckp cam2.bnda yg akn ak rndu bla stu hari nnt kmi sprate
nnt xdak spa nk hingar.nk kasi tgurn if buat slah.
+dy la yg mnybarkan vrus korea bliau.
cik motivasi dari oasis n mmg dknali dgn donghae bliau.
tnya la apa2 psai suju tanpa fkir pnjg dy dpt a++++
nsb bek uian ukkm xdak tnya psai tu.lalalala
btw.sriusly.i owe u biggie much.i admit.i do respect u sis.
lolx.cik syida.if anda mmbaca.jgn la tkembang.hoho.jokin only meyh
ily

lpas tu cik anis bux.hoh.makcik ni kan.
the banyakken mulutness.kemuncunganess
cik bux,saya mnx ampun yerk.syida,.ak nk SOS
if ak igt bux.msti ak igt nk mnang,
lagu cela.memori trcipta.fall for you yg kta mlalak rmai2 dlm klas
and ak xbley lpa wk2 nana glak kat ko sbb xrti nk nyi lagu the climb.haha
speechless.ak syg kau sgt2 .i owe u.
wk2 ak mla2 msuk kola n.u n nana r kinda friendly.
well.bux.ak syg kau+++ak nk mnx maaf if trsalah ckp
atau mlawak smpai ko kcik aty.btw.ko igt g gmbar hot dulu.psal abg fir.haha
n also million thx to u n syida helpin me in perdagangan ak yg 0.
ily.jet aime++ ko balik
last but not least cik tiny.dinda ku syg yg bkal smbut bfdy bliau pada 26hb n
da.kau da nk bsa.jgn mrajuk2.ko igt ko kcik.
ngee~i njoy the moment we spent togethr in the bus
gissiping.lieten to the songs together.sakat org
kenakan org dgn ckap ko n SELOOOOOOW la.
haha.sriusly.ak syg kau.ak x tw nk ckp cmne.
even ko yg pling kcik.ak still rasa yg ko n kinda matured.
hoho.ak tgk kau kmbg.haha.dah2.jgn prasan yerk dinda.
btw.thx.ily
hurm.itula mf.yg dulunya mstahil nk jdi 1geng sbb kononya ramai
finally.we lve each other.juz lke syida said.friend till the end.
needa said.i love my goofy friend so much
bux.mf is not a label its a promise
nana.ak syg hmpa suma.
tny pqah erel.weyyyy.ily
lolx.wish 8a's to all of us.meet you guys by 24hb.
if ak pnda thn dpan.
im believe being around with u guys r the precious moment ever.
SARANGHAEYO.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Things change. People change. Needs change.
While it hurts terribly,
I do understand that.
I have an understanding that having faith in the face of uncertainty is
what life is all about.

Thus, I am flowing in the direction I feel blown in.
If it turns out to be wrong,
I can always change my mind, and let life lead me down a more well-suited path, whatever that may be.
studying,gain knowledge,loving and so much thing happened in my life

become part of me..nothing to denied and
I'm damn proud of myself that
I was able to make my life more meaningfull!
So that's it.

I'm excited for things to keep progressing,
for my life to continue moving forward
(at what seems like frenetic speed). This all feels right.
Really, really right.

I can't explain it - it just does. And that's all I need right now --
the feeling in my heart, and in my soul, that things are good,
that I am good, and that
I am in a good place... live my own life..enough for me

sbb aku x tdo mlm::watching bof


ni lah kerja aku spnjang cuti yg pnjg ni.
aku dok uma.watching bof n smpai da bley hafal skrip da.
perghh..aku mmg tgkp lekeh,aci jiwang ar.
crdt to k.yani sbb dwnload msk.
so ak x payah SUSAH2 TGK KT YOUTUBE
haha.sbar ye needa,tiny,pqah.
aku juga prnah mrasainya-versi nas ngn naim-
haha.lolx.ak da jd korean freak da.
ak tggu masa nk spread viryus bof ak n kat bux,
syida.let work it on.needa.we need ur help.nana.ko jgn defent bux.
aku fire ngko kang
erel:ak tw rhsia ang.tiny,pqah:jom serangggggggggg!
aku rndu korg argh.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

mereka.saya rndu mereka


wey.aku windu korg.sgt sgt
ak rndu the moment we spent together.
bola jaring.kaktus.muzium padi.lumut.bas
xkira kat mana pon kita pgi.as long ckop 8 org
msti havoc.ni la kngn yg biuat ak mngis stipa kli igt korg.
lolx!u guys really drove me into crzy.