malas

sedang bercuti.tapi ada homwerk,hw banyak,tapi malas nak buat.nak pandai.nak stadi,tapi malas.
malas.pergi main jauh2 boleh x?

hectic week

im stuck doing my mathematics marathon.ive been pampering mathematics for 1/half hrs non stop and im dying now.ive no idea why but lately i did reallyyy really wanna turn back to the old time when im used to be a smart student.i can easily understood what tc's teaching.but now.aigoo.not at all actually.after ive done the reflective session (ok sumpah nerd nak buat reflection sgala bgai haha.ib sgattt),and  since i made that change,i can sense that im improving in understanding chemistry.chemy's like a must study sbject everyday,im falling for chemy.?perhaps this is due to the study group that turn out kinda well.the classmate .hehe.alhamdulilah.seems like the new yr resolution that ive been streessing on me work.on math.,still trying to cope to do the marathon right after finishing a class.for the time being it work,but honestly,it is damn hard to do extra exercise from question bank and all stuff with a pack schedule by IB.easier said than done.physics.im kinda dissapointed that our stdy group didnt turn out well since we have no time.(ok ni tipu,it wasnt that we have no time,its that ppl are busy with their dyc,mpp plus the g4 thingy and to chase for supervisor,who should be blame?the IBO?heh.but yet i really reallyyyyy need to mengorat physics after this.since im planning to date with math tonight,i need to settle down with him first.lol.i felt like dealing with........kehkeh,

well.there's a lot of new things that i did these few days.ive joined korean languag class!it is daebakkkk!the sungsaenim is a real korean.that lady was swagggggg babeyh,she's cool and fun somehow.hillarious!.the class was in the evening on every thursday.guess what,.we are super duper excited and most of us put 120% attention in the class.hahahahahhaa.i bet if we put the same kind of attention for academic class than we'll be smart.

guess what.ive joined futsal club too which ive never expected to be in.im planning to join badminton club at first but i didnt know why the hell did i change my mind,well.ppl need to change right,its like exploring new thing.the real reason might be bcoz of most of my classmate were in that club.i just love'em.the next goal and gince.kehkeh.(main bola pon tak reti),i just felt that im happy to be with them.thats why i simply entered that club.not a bad idea somehow,rightioo.

pretty long heh?got usrah tomorrow.ehee.need to get back to math.lol.i  really feel like writing noww.i just wanna spill.i rarely and hardly believe ppl,perhaps thats why i just write.really need to set this blog from being seen.kehkeh.bajet ada org.dont give a damn too.

really need to struggle.ive found this quote that had wake me up.like seriously.

LEAVE YOU FEAR BEHIND AND JUMP OUT FROM YOUR COMFORT ZONE..

happy i bet?

just back from 3/4 holiday.having a really good time with 'em. not finishing homwerk.hewhew
and guess what.i receive a biggggg big surprise today.


i really thought that ckg azizah are going to reject my ee rq proposal. i just passed my proposal on her table. i didnt even explained a word to her about my idea and all stuff.and im damnn surpise, SHE ACTUALLY ACCEPT MY PROPOSAL WITHOUT ANY QUESTION AND WANNA BE MY SUPERVISOR.pnya la frustrated wktu dlam klas td dya ckap dia taknak terima any student utk ee and dia hnya akan layan student yg pegi bngkel and itu ponn blom tntu dia terima!grr.bleyh la pegi mntak balik kononnya nak hntar kat tc alida lak.pastu tba2 tenampak dia tulis diterima kat atas proposal tu.tekujat wohoiii.patot la td mntak kat klas dy asyik ckap nti buat la copy kat saya satu,bapak ah otak aku buffer.kehkeh.sumpah rasa bahagia gila kot.telompat2 depan blik guru tdi,malu kjap.alhamdlilah.alhamdulilah. punya la bnyak obstacle nak buat proposal pon.i can see the hikmah now why tc alida didnt even read my proposal and just ask me to re do proposal.and i bet there's also the hikmah why pakcik laptop hang in midnight and i had to re do like org gilakkk.but i bet when i re do it the next evening,it is more perghhh compared to the one that i did in the midnight.full stop.bahagia.but not that bahagia.at least i passed the first step smoothly.and insya allah will try my very best utk step after this.

enough about ee and rq thingy.ptg tdi plaka da g4 presentation.sumpah cuak thap gaban kot.jgn tnya la sjuk tgan sjak klas fzik lg kot.mlam smlam kemain konfiden meraban ngan teammate.kahkah.but alhamdulilah it wasnt that bad.; but i my opinion it is veryy good.indeed the tcer said it is a very good project.kehkeh. kitorg 2nd grup.and the frst group was rejected.mna x tmbah tension lagi kann,.but,mau tau la.klau da xcited thap cipan,waktu present atdi mmg rasa mcam lrt dah.bapak laju.smpai lupa nak ckap psal rq.alhamdulilah,things went smoothly.

p/s: indeed im damnnn happy harini,cant stop smiling.hoping that this will inspire me to put on more effort and never give p after this.lol.nak stdy fzik plak.lama x bt marathon plak.kemain kau aibeee x bt marathon.nnt time dkat nak exam baru kau semput.chiaooo.

quick update.

2012

terkejut.gembira.suka duka.rumate pandai.masalah.rindu abah.kesian kat mak.ib survivor.senior yang asdfghkl.classmate yang best.tgok cita korea.banyak cakap.nak berubah.nak study.nak pandai.jealous.nak struggle.usrah best.nak seimbang.makin malas.taknak malas.nak jadi cam dolu balik.result teruk.bersalah.kecewa.masalah komunikasi.otak buffer.

p/s: enough is enough.just wanna start a new chap.full stop.a quick update i bet.

2013

well for 2013,ak nak UBAH.

ib victims,EE.G4.nescafe.berhenti sedih.berhenti kecewa.nak berubah.nak rajin.nak pandai jugak.nak bechenta ngan Dia.nak jadi hamba yang baik.nak sihat jugak.nak happy jugak.taknak malas.rindu mak abah kakyani ejat. homwerk bnyak. nak bnyak buat latihan,main badmintaon ngan basirah,lepak kat blik fatin,kpop ngan syemo.

usrah.iman naik turun.study group ngan classmate.nak buat soklan past yr bnyak2.nak join usrah sepenuh hati.nak jaga iman.persetan sekeliling.allah come first.study will never be no 2.

يامقلب القلوب ثبت قلبي على دينك
“Wahai Dzat yang membolak-balikkan hati, teguhkan hati kami di atas agama-Mu.”

allah.please do ease my way.my journey,makabah,kakyani and ejat too..

lead us to the right path.amiin.ya rabbal alamin.

.mata masuk habuk.